These are my confessions of all the chaotic, crazy, hilarious, events being married to a Marine and a Stay At Home Mommy to three kids entails.

Monday, August 13, 2012

Remembering tender kisses and falling in love all over again


Like the 50 million other women in America-I hopped on the bandwagon and read “50 Shades of Grey” a couple of months ago. Holy moly-I was blushing like I was a fifteen year old girl about to get her first kiss! The erotic scenes in that book are enough to set any woman over the edge. I am not a fan nor have I ever tried or will try BDSM. I consider myself a hopeless romantic and enjoy the fairytale with candles, wine, sweet tender kisses-you get the picture. I had been hearing all the hype about this book series in the media and on Facebook and became intrigued. I absolutely loved all the books! Dr. Oz had a special on his show about how this book had “spiced up” sex lives in marriages. And I must say, it did get my mind in that place.However, it was not just about sex, but rekindling a connection with my husband. That spark that draws two people together tends to dwindle down after children and careers come in the picture. It becomes less important and soccer practice and dance class, as well a grocery shopping and late meetings at work take over. Finding time to keep that romance alive seems impossible at times and as the years go by it takes a backseat to being a parent. Don’t get me wrong, my husband and I adore our children! We were married young and became young parents. It all happened so fast along with adjusting to being a Marine wife. Making time for romance and tender kisses were not on top of the priority list.

As I read “50 Shades," it took me back to a time in the summer of 2000 when I had met my husband. The way we would talk on the phone for hours, spent every waking moment together, laughed at everything, and shared many of tender kisses. I remember the torture of spending three months apart while he was in boot camp and how it made us realize that we HAD to spend the rest of our lives together. My husband is my rock, my soul mate, my best friend-this man is my everything, and has been since I was 19. “50 Shades” woke something up inside of me that I honestly believed had disappeared. It helped my husband and I rekindle a spark that has been there all along, it just needed some TLC. I feel like over the past 3 months I have fell in love with my husband all over again. Life will throw curveballs and completely knock you down, but the important thing in a marriage is to stick together-and always make time for tender kisses.

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